But it sure would be nice if things were also even just a little bit easier
If he inspired me
If he lead me
If he pursued Jesus because He is King,
Not just to get closer to me
And I don’t know if I’ll ever be sure of that
I don’t know if I’ll ever know
Am I okay with being in the dark for the rest of my life?
It’s tiring being an idol
It’s exhausting being the leader
It’s overwhelming being someone’s link to God
I wasn’t meant to be here
I wasn’t made to be playing the role I’m playing
I wasn’t meant to be doing this
I wasn’t made to be here