It's been four days since I've been out of the hospital.
Four days in reality.
A hell of a lot can happen in four days.
It's been hard.
What is reality?
Who am I?
If someone asked, who is Katelyn Bartels, I'm not sure I could answer.
I'm not sure anyone could answer.
Am I even real?
Is this life even real?
What is real?
My pastor today said John 10:10, "I came so that you might have life, and have it abundantly."
What does that even mean?
I couldn't even get my mind and body under control within four days.
How am I supposed to live life abundantly when I don't even know whose life I'm living?
I want to know how to live, not just survive.
But I barely know how to survive.
It's been four days.
And all I've done is survive.
Not live.
Four days in reality, and I still don't know who I am.
Does this not concern anyone else?